Life's A Dance--Welcome To Emilee's Recital

Friday, June 02, 2006

"And Everything's Right With The Summer Coming..."

Ok, so heres whats going on in my head. I'm not gonna lie; I was dreading summer. Not that I wasn't excited about working at camp, because I was sorta looking forward to it-well, I was looking forward to a pay check anyways, and not that I didn't wanna be at home either, because that wasn't it; I love my fam (plus I'm living at camp). Heres what I think my deal was: I think I'd become dependant on the monotaness expectancy of my life at school. My life wasn't boring, that wasn't it at all (I love life!!)! But I knew what to expect to happen every day. Yes, random things happened, and I didn't always-well, hardly ever- have a schedule. But I did, however, always have constants. I had become dependent on these constants and what they added to me, who I was, and how I acted. I didn't remember functioning without them, and, frankly, it freaked me out that I was going to have to. But then summer came, camp started, and I'm done with my first week. Let me tell you, if every week goes as fast as this one, I'll be back at school before I know it! The week FLEW!! Anyways, I've discovered that your constants just seem to change. They change as the songs change. I mean, some will always stay the same and never change, no matter what (ie-your friends..well, some of them) But I'm now really, really excited about this summer. This first week of camp was great (even though it consisted of MAJOR cleaning). So I'll end with the words of Clint Black "Everything's right with the summer coming." This summer is going to be good, wayyy good! And then, before I know it, I'll be back to the greatest place on earth!! (I'm not gonna lie, I do miss UE and my incredible Ace friends, but praying for them keeps us connected--so does facebook, phone calls, and letters/cards...lol!)

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